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Do the “Thing” that Scares You

June 6, 2012 by Amy White 17 Comments

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The woman next to me at yoga doesn’t usually take the Boot Camp class, but it was so nice to see her there. Before class started, we talked at length about our children and tattoos (two of my favorite subjects). It’s always nice to chat with her; she looks me right in the eyes. We were in the back of a very full studio, and she kept up with the class like a champ! In normal conditions, it’s difficult, it’s “Boot Camp” after all. What is truly inspiring is that she is deaf. She comes to yoga, enjoys her practice and keeps up with the class without a single auditory cue. She puts herself out there and while it may be “normal” for her, for me, it would take a considerable amount of courage. Thinking about this brings to mind the quote,“Do one thing everyday that scares you”. (Eleanor Roosevelt)

Each day, I read stories, blog posts and tweets from people who are experiencing mental illness, are supporting someone through their illness or are bringing awareness to the diseases associated with mental illness. Everyday these people, from all around the world, share their very personal stories and for some, it must scare them to do it, but they still find the courage to put their stories out there for all to see. It scares the hell out of me each time I do it, but I find the courage as well, even though sometimes I have to dig deep. I have found this “thing” that scares me and I’m doing it. Everyday.

There are many times that I find myself in situations, supporting my son through his illness, where I am truly scared and want nothing more than for the situation to go away. Yet, I find the strength to do that one “thing” daily, sometimes many things daily that truly scare me. In doing so, I have learned that speaking up for what is needed is critical to the support and appropriate care of my son. It can take a substantial amount of courage because at times, it truly scares me. What scares me more is not asking the right questions, not pushing back when I don’t feel comfortable with the answer (or at least don’t understand the answer) and not challenging the system when it feels appropriate. Failing to do those things could be the difference between higher levels of care, insurance funding, proper medication or program support for my son.

While I am grateful for the expertise that doctors, social workers and other members of the treatment teams provide in support of my son, I believe that if something doesn’t “feel right” in a particular situation, it should be questioned and discussed in further detail. Since we are all human, there is always room for error or misinterpretation that could lead to sub-standard or incorrect diagnosis, medications and treatment. In the five plus hospitalizations my son has experienced, each doctor and treatment team made a different diagnosis, had different medication recommendations, and had differing opinions of treatment options.

It took considerable courage, at times, to question the “experts”, and I wasn’t always received with warm embraces when I did. However, by feeling the fear, finding the courage and questioning the opinions and ideas, I felt that my son did and does get a better level of care than if I just go along with everything that is initially recommended. This idea of finding the courage to speak up was further solidified for me when I differed with a doctor’s opinion about my son’s readiness to be discharged from the inpatient unit; I felt he wasn’t safe to come home, the doctor’s chose to discharge and four days later there was a suicide attempt.

From that point forward, I learned to find the courage to ask the tough questions. I listen to what is needed or proposed and see how it feels to me. I ask myself if I feel good about the plan or if it creates a feeling inside me that pushes me to ask for more information and alternatives. It can be really difficult to tune into your feelings when in the middle of crisis, but the more you practice it, the easier it will become. And if you’re not sure how you feel, find that “thing” that scares you and ask the question anyway. You’ll be glad you did!

No matter how your fears show up daily, whether through being in an uncomfortable or challenging situation or needing to find your voice when it would be easier to stay quiet; face the fear, do the “thing” that scares you. You may never know the full impact on the people whom you inspire, encourage or support, but believe me it will have truly positive impact!

Thank you all for your support, your stories and your feedback! Please feel free to email me your thoughts and recommendations to farfromparadiseblog@gmail.com.

You can always send me an email with any questions regarding this information or any other mental health system question/inquiry.

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Filed Under: Advocacy, Healing, Mental Health General, Parenting Tagged With: advocacy, courage, love, Mental Health, Mental illness, parenting, support, yoga

About Amy White

Amy White is an International Best Selling Author, Coach and Mental Health Advocate. She is a storyteller, a lover of words and a champion for mental health and wellness. A self-proclaimed square peg in a round world, Amy is learning to love all of the bits and pieces of her life and works to help others love theirs and find their way back to Paradise.

Comments

  1. nadinefawell says

    June 7, 2012 at 2:15 am

    You are wonderful. How lucky your son is to have a mother like you. Also, I want to know more about your tattoos! Pictures?

    Reply
    • 1aew1 says

      June 7, 2012 at 12:53 pm

      Thank you Nadine! I sent you a message through twitter 🙂

      Reply
  2. Nikki/Sunshine says

    June 7, 2012 at 11:04 am

    I love how you capture the essence of the feelings that surface. Fear is a tough one, but finding our own courage propels us forward. sharing your experiences and strength is a blessing! Thank you!

    Reply
    • 1aew1 says

      June 7, 2012 at 12:52 pm

      Thank you so much Nikki! Fear is a tough one and some days it feels like it would be easier to stick my head in the sand, but I know that it doesn’t help anyone to do that.

      Reply
  3. AlliO says

    June 7, 2012 at 12:27 pm

    Wonderful message! Thank you for having the courage to share how you confront your fears every day. While my work is not directly in the context of mental illness, the women we serve are forced to face their fears daily, even moment to moment and in so doing they reclaim their lives, their dignity and independence. Your message is a message to anyone and everyone, the more we are aware of our fears and find the courage to confront them, the more empowered we become.

    Reply
    • 1aew1 says

      June 7, 2012 at 12:51 pm

      Thank you Alli! I appreciate your feedback and support!

      Reply
  4. nikky44 says

    June 7, 2012 at 2:28 pm

    You are a great person!!

    Reply
    • 1aew1 says

      June 7, 2012 at 5:06 pm

      Thank you Nikky! So are you! Keep up the good work! Sending you best wishes!! xo

      Reply
  5. Gail says

    June 7, 2012 at 6:50 pm

    I wish I had read this years ago… I could have used this advice. You show great courage and wisdom. I hope things just get better and better for you

    Reply
    • 1aew1 says

      June 11, 2012 at 5:09 pm

      Thank you so much Gail! We do the best we can at all times! It’s a tough job description some days! 🙂

      Reply
  6. patriciacsingleton says

    July 13, 2012 at 1:39 am

    Growing up in a home with a rageaholic who was also an alcoholic and with incest, I was full of fear as a young adult. I got into several 12-Step programs and started talking about growing up with incest and I very soon started chipping away at the fear a little at a time. Each time I faced my fears, they became smaller and more managable. Today fear still comes up sometimes but I know to look at what is making me fearful. Today I am a survivor/thriver and love my life.

    Reply
  7. Helena Bowers says

    July 5, 2014 at 11:06 pm

    You are such an inspiration. Speaking out through the fear, and then sharing your story gives courage and hope to so many.

    Reply
    • Far From Paradise says

      July 6, 2014 at 7:34 am

      Helena Thank you!

      Reply
  8. Jen says

    July 6, 2014 at 1:05 am

    thank you for sharing this. it takes courage to be able to share, strength to be able to question and love to be able to stand strong in the face of fear. you are an inspiration

    Reply
    • Far From Paradise says

      July 6, 2014 at 7:36 am

      Thank you Jen! I appreciate your feedback!!

      Reply
  9. Colleen Wait says

    July 7, 2014 at 1:23 pm

    Always, always, always speak up and stand for what you believe in and make sure you know what you believe and why.

    Reply
    • Far From Paradise says

      July 7, 2014 at 1:24 pm

      Colleen, Great input! Thanks!

      Reply

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